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The world is waiting for you.

To unapologetically be yourself and LOVE OUT.
COME OUT from the shadows of personal pain
and to the light of POWER and PURPOSE. 

Learn how to find your VOICE, expand your SOUL, feel your BODY and CREATE a life you are PROUD of!

 
 
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Past Lectures
 

 
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LOVE OUT COME OUT SAN DIEGO
September 25 2017

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LOVE OUT COME OUT BERLIN
OCTOBER 18 2017

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LOVE OUT COME OUT Hamburg
October 26 2017

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LOVE OUT COME OUT AMSTERDAM
NOVEMBER 3 2017

FOLLOW ME ON MY JOURNEY

TRUST IN CONSCIOUS RELATIONSHIP⁣ ⁣ A conscious relationship is a growth expedition that requires radical responsibility, radical honesty, and open communication amongst two individuals who realize they can expand more than they could ever alone- physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually. ⁣ ⁣ It can serve as a training ground that offers permission to embrace and fully be all parts of you, bringing even your shadow and the parts that you felt were unloveable to surface. ⁣ ⁣ And as you deepen further in intimacy, conscious relationship will ask of you to courageously show up in your power and truth over and over again.⁣ ⁣ It does not ask you to conform or change yourself to please the other, play small, repress your desires, manipulate to get your needs met while feeling resentful, for the point of conscious relationship is ultimately growth in discovering and sharing all parts of you while being in committed presence and connection. Both partners engage in knowing that the energy towards growth in individual, collective, soul purpose is foundational and the form of relationship will always strive to account for that, even if that means leaving the relationship in service for your higher good.⁣ ⁣ Conscious relationship requires being committed to taking full ownership of your own shit. While you may be tempted to place blame on the other “you left me”, you can use your relationship as a means to notice that the triggers that come up for you are a reflection of your own beliefs and wounds to own and take responsibility for. ⁣ ⁣ What an opportunity to have these patterns show up in a loving space as you honestly and vulnerably practice revealing your own internal process while inviting the other to do the same! And in so doing, level up in empathy, presence, authentic expression, embracing the joys and pains of your humaness.⁣ ⁣ Conscious relationship trains you to honestly and actively communicate your needs, desires, boundaries in real time while also learning how to have compassion for self and other. Continued in comments below
The more I know myself⁣ The more beauty I see in you⁣ The more I can feel myself⁣ The more I can love you ⁣ The more I feel safe to be myself around you ⁣ The more love I have for me too ⁣ ⁣♥️ The more parts of you that you allow me to see ⁣ The more i feel free to be in my own body ⁣ The more juice we get to squeeze from life’s infinite mysteries ⁣ ⁣♥️ You are worthy to learn from love, from ease, from joy, from the cocreated dance between mutuality and sovereignty. Dive into the messy. Share your tender fierce bits, you wild animal you. Check your emotional availability. Feel your honest boundaries. Bring your play. Leave behind your past stories. Feel your heart. Yes, feel it. It is good. It is discerning. It is open. You can trust it. ⁣ Go get em dragon. 🐉
You. Who have seen To the edge of the world You are called. You. Who have been set aflame Burned to ash And resurrected.. It is time. You. Who have heard the trumpet Singing your name You are healed enough To begin. You. Whose heart wails in the night Listening to the flashing sky Heavy with prayer .. You can make a difference. You. Who speak the language of Soul The deaf are lined up Outside your door. You. Who have flown wild On a blind monster From the underworld Into the skies .. The dead are waiting For you to use Your skeleton key. You. Who have made yourself By tracking your own scent Through a thousand dimensions Of times and spaces Your cosmic duty Is upon you. And .. It. Is. Love. ~ Alison Nappi Author #bali #itistime #mountbutar #journey #soul
When you had been surrounded by so many emotions and energies for so long and you just don’t know what is yours anymore ⁣ ⁣ When your soul is screaming it needs time to be alone to process it all and that it’s okay to not know ⁣ ⁣ When shit gets hella wonky and shadowy and scary sometimes yet you keep going with it, underneath it and above, trusting in your self and your higher guides to keep you afloat and breathing ⁣ ⁣ When you learn how to navigate holding others to choosing yourself, reclaiming your power, stating your boundaries, making space for the sake of healthier relationship and things get super uncomfortable stirred up and eventually settle in new form ⁣ ⁣ When you realize that the real work starts during integration and your like oh boy...when is this over/how long is this going to take/is this real life? ⁣ ⁣ When you intuitively know that all is going to be just fine and you laugh at it all, the soul and the ego dance, as you learn to love yourself more, even the parts of you that love sharing the drama in an abstract way on social media merely as a way to say “see me as I am now”. ⁣ ⁣ As I am now. Knowing that I will change. And celebrate in this awakening with those who feel the energetic shifts happening within their DNA ⁣ ⁣ The becoming. The integrating. The walking. The embodying. The sharing. The teaching. ⁣ Rinse and repeat. ⁣ I am new. I am reborn. I am alive. ⁣ ⁣ #vortex #integration #musings #bali #soulwhisperer
This short visit in Taiwan to see my family was powerful and healing. I can see and receive how much love my father has for me and appreciate the ways he shows it. I can feel how receptive my mother is in seeing me eye to eye, woman to woman, and be moved to tears in how much we deepened in this newfound soul connection. I can appreciate how my grandma is this constant anchor of grounding and how timeless her love is.⁣ ⁣⁣ Lessons learned. The more proud I am of my life decisions, the less I seek approval externally. The more sovereign in power I feel inside, the more emotionally vulnerable, authentically true, joyfully expressed I can be around others, even with family. ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ The more work I do in loving myself, the more attention and presence I can give wholeheartedly.⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ The more I open, the more they open. ⁣⁣Win-win. ⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ Your healing isn’t selfish. Your pure unadulterated love that you source from within causes ripple effects of love to blossom and grow from the places you sought it out the most⁣⁣.⁣ Bring it back home. ⁣ Thank you Taiwan. Thank you family. Thank you for this beautiful life I get to live!!! ❤️🇹🇼🌈⁣
Dance is my medicine and is how I feel most connected to Source⁣. It’s how I get rid of negative energy, awaken my Shakti, and attract other crazy movers and shakers in my life. Like a crazy cosmic peacock !!! ⁣ All of me splayed out for all to see, no fux given. 🙏🤩🖤⁣ ⁣ Glad to be a part of this community of dope entrepreneurial spiritual gangsters who know how to get down!⁣ ⁣ Shoutout to DJs @howlmusik and @robintala for the dirty beats, the love tribe @lil.libirdi, @ethosart20 @aleclovelifeyoga for splashing the floor with their moves and special shoutout to @lifebyjazz for capturing us all in our element !! And of course powered by Superfoods! #dance #medicine #luaus #hawaii #kauai #shakti #superfoods #movers #shakers #entrepreneurs #lightwarriors
TRUST THE MAGIC ⁣ My first early morning in the ocean and I was caught in a riptide, 100 yards from shore, two reefs out. I’m trying my best not to freak out, floating up on champagne bubbles one foot above rocky reef ground as 10-15 foot waves came mercilessly crashing down. ⁣ ⁣ No time to react or think. Breathe, head down, hold breath, hips up, flat back, core tight, resurface, cough up water, repeat... Don’t fight it. Float with it. Don’t Panic. ⁣ it’s taken me a couple of days to digest how this happened for me.. noticing where I had fallen into a spiral of compromising decisions that had innocently started as “going with the flow”⁣ the night before into morning of. I traced my steps on how I had bypassed my internal check in for sovereignty and clarity when i gave my power of discernment over to a local that I had met the night before, high on lack of sleep and substances and the novelty of new experience. How my need for approval from a powerful warrior man showed up in this hard knock life lesson. And how the island, mysterious in its ways, was there to shake things up for me to refind my center again. ⁣ ⁣ The biggest lesson for a big ego and a reckless mind - near death experience with waves that spit you out completely ass naked, with nothing but Magic on my wrist left, knees down on the ground, heart beating and alive to tell the tale. ⁣ I proceeded the whole following day totally dumbfounded and at a loss of words and went into my superfoods convention in a state of overwhelm... ⁣ The next night I unexpectedly shared what had happened with a group of 30 heart open light warriors...and I cried, my body shook for 15 minutes after. So much energy moving. It had to. ⁣Grateful for the holding... ⁣ “we’re glad the waves brought you back to us”⁣ “Looks like you have a lot of work to do in this lifetime” @robintala⁣ ⁣ I feel this to be true. This sense of knowing comes with powerful responsibility. Not only how I show up for others, or for my purpose, but ultimately how I show up for myself. My body, my vessel. I am in deep gratitude and reverence for this islands magic, forgiveness for my actions, deep surrender for what is to come. Comments below ❤️🌈🦋🙏
Those moments when you’re spinning in your head, stuck in your own stories entangled in chains, saying “I’m a mess”...and then you slowly come to realize how you put yourself in that position in the first place... You backtrack for the when, the how, the why. And claim responsibility. For those thoughts and actions said left unsaid. You let yourself feel. You cry, you smile, you laugh and let go, and fall once again And in this beautiful dance, you remember your warrior, your fighter, your lover, your grace, your surrender, your vastness. Your essence and form meet and you fall back in love with all parts of you once again. 🐉🧞‍♀️🧜🏼‍♀️🧚🏽‍♀️
HER NAME IS TENDER⁣ ⁣ This one doesn’t come out as much. You see, I like to keep her way in the back corner. Like way in the back behind all the other voices marked Fierce boss bitch, Flighty avoidant, Cosmic Priestess⁣ ⁣ So she stays distant underneath the surface, curled up burrito wrapped in her own little self love blankie, sniffing around, carrying the weight of unlocked desires, crawling through deprivation memory lane, sorting out unfinished love letters never sent, and finding her way into the good ol heartbreak-breakup department. ⁣ “ohhh..this one’s long overdue…best bring up to headquarters!”⁣ ⁣ Meanwhile…⁣ ⁣ Start of 2019, death to my 20’s, dose of existential crises, I’ve begun to feel the crackling underneath my “play it cool” facade start to give away. The feelings that I could no longer avoid and hide and displace…⁣ ⁣ Floodgates open! All emotions on deck!⁣ ⁣ My cheeks flushed, heart warm, throat choked, thick tear drops down my face…⁣It feels so heavy and yet...relief FIERCE “Get it together woman! We don’t have time for heartbreak!! We’ve got a business to run!” FLIGHTY: AHH tears!! What do we do? Dance? Weed? Sex? ⁣ COSMIC: “Where is this coming from?” ⁣ And then I remember her. Mopey, grief ridden, needy, longing. This little one that is just dying for affection, attention, and love. ⁣ ⁣ Her name is TENDER. ⁣ ⁣ I’m breathing more deeply now. It feels nice. Tears streaming down. Memories associated with love. OOOH this is because you have loved. That you love so deeply. OMG you are capable of love! Oh the humaneness of it all. How rich! How fucking real. ⁣ ⁣ “Oh yeah…remember this. it feels good. I can help you breathe… Make you feel more human and whole and complete. Let the waves wash over you. Stay with me. Feel it through.” Thank you. thank you...thank you... Let’s hang out more often.
AN ODE TO MY TWENTIES My early 20’s were colorful and exploratory. Drinking, partying, flirting, teasing. Hookup and leave. Casual and fleeting. When things felt they could potentially move to exclusivity, I dropped interest and bowed out. Change of scene. “Onto the next one” Looking back, I was young and naive. I was sexually frustrated anorgasmic, had unhealthy boundaries trynna figure it out, moved way too fast and left my emotions unresolved and stuck suppressed inside my body. It’s easier to numb out and say “Ah nobody gets me!” By my mid 20’s, I attempted to do this relationship thing. I began to shape shift into what I thought an ideal partner should be. Starting off confident and sure of myself and ending feeling small, suffocated, and accommodating. When I hit upon an insecurity, I would rather do something to push past it rather than face it and be with it, and especially be witnessed by another in it. It is easier to be wild and free than restrained and apologetic. Meanwhile, sex continued to be a constant performative journey, pleasing. (You guys see the parallel?) I felt shame and guilt that I couldn’t trust myself to surrender to another, incompetent. And how could I express what I wanted and desired when I truly didn’t believe I could have it. By my late 20’s, fed up with my bullshit, I was ready to unpack my wounds around intimacy. Admitting I am powerless over sex and love addiction. I sought to understand my bodily wisdom, remove my shame around sexuality, rewire my relationship to pleasure and receiving. Bring on the sexual healing! I spent the end of my 20’s traveling the world finding teachers, healers, embodiment practices, tools that helped me release my ancestral shame and physical blockages in my body. I’ve never felt so much in my life, stirred up and split open! On my path to finding my Orgasm, I found deeper access to my emotions like anger, sadness, grief, and joy. And suddenly the world began to look and taste differently. Pleasure and presence, love and attention, heart opening came to me. Came from me! Continued in comments below. 😍🙏❤️🔥😘
2018- “The Fall and Rise” Into the Dark and into the Light The first half, I struggled through loss of personal power, soul versus ego dynamics, giving up on a lot of personal projects and losing a lot of friends. I left my job and my community after 6 months. And I fell into a deep hole of confusion over my calling and hid from the world for awhile trying to scrap the pieces of my falling identity. On the flip side... I also left a cult. Fell in love and in relationship. Learned how to confidently drive and cook and take care of a home. Went to Priestess School for intense emotional,, physical, energetic clearing, tantra training, and a celebration towards self love, sexual liberation, and soul calling. Found my voice and soul tribe at Burning Man and started manifesting magic again. Started my own private business and served over 20 women and men in sacred sexual healing, dearmouring, and Tantra Massage while traveling and healing my own relationship with the masculine and feminine. Founded my personal 12 step consent program and now have energetic mind blowing love making sessions. Fostered stronger connection with my family and found self approval. All this to say, I am lucky AF to learn from pain and alchemize dark into light, reconnecting lost parts of myself and falling in love all over again. I love this path, as it’s mine to own. And I’m forever grateful for the ones who’ve been by my side through it all. 😍😘🤗 I’m hopeful for 2019. as I’m stepping into claiming my gifts in the healing space, I will continue to Learn, Train, Embody, Serve, Love while calling in Abundance, Clarity, Trust, Courage, and Willpower. I will continuously build on vulnerable authentic relationships in my life and serve those who are hungry for sexual liberation and authentic expression void of shame. Thank you Universe! To more adventure to come! . . . #2018bestofnine #love #reflection #friendship #intimacy #tantra #sacredsexuality #priestess #warrior #lightworker #healer #mindfulness #reflecfion #tantrika
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